Week 6 - Eschewal

And with that photo she discovered something abstract, but at the same time sort of surreal. The pacifier which she was holding had the same design as the one in the photo. She was shocked, then started to think that most of all pacifiers have a very similar design and are most commonly used by infants. But for some strange reason the one this girl had found had something about it that made her want to believe that it's the same as the one in the photo. She was willing and able to quietly resist the fact that there was some truth within the finding of this seemingly unimportant infant device. But there was a truth behind this finding. A strange, feeble, would be grotesque if at all possible truth. If only she could figure out what that truth was. She then sits down in the tall grass by the tree which she found the pacifier. She really starts to re-think the flashback she had of herself in the car while it was raining, waiting for her mother to come walking out from inside the garage. The reality of that is, her mother never came out. Was her mother caught up on the phone or was she talking to her husband about something? To help this girl try and clear these things up more, she begins to walk around the flat area with which she was in. Lighting up another Marlboro, she paces around while concentrating on the flashback. It all seemed pretty vague because it was like remembering a dream after you wake up. A lot if it just wasn't there. Something new that she did remember from that flashback was that there were red lights flashing around and the so-called "car" had only two small square windows right next to each other and the inside was like a big white box. The dog was almost asleep by the base of the tree by now. It was around early evening, the sun was already turning orange as it was setting, so the girl decided to stay where she was until the next morning.